growth

yesterday,i learn a new chapter for bio

GROWTH

yes,we grows older n older

of coz,the term "old" stil unable to suit wif our age 

there are many challenges n difficulties awaiting for us

in facts,we are still an infant in the society

there are a lot of things that we should know n learn

 

since i made d decision to form six

i knew I m going 2 change my life 

nop,perhaps

d journey of form 6 force us 2 have a big change

yup,it is true

tis year,especially tis few months

i learn a lot of things frm different sources

i learn d importance to be independent

when i was discovered i was lost when driving alone 

i tot d first word appear in my mind is nervous

however

d word CALM replace it

of coz,i still felt a bit nervous bcoz i was truly unfamiliar wif d roads there

n i discovered d importance of hp

i was once found tat i was lost  n hav 2 beggar for hp from stangers since mine was out of credit

even though these are d small change in my life

bt i was satisfied wif it

at least,i knw i hav to be brave enough 

n to be more confident to myself

i am proud of me now !!

yesterday was my 19th bday

i was shocked by the surprise 

it was a simple but touching celebration

friends,thx for the gifts

i appreciate it

 

last call to myself

i hav to be put more effort on my studies

i did it !!

yesterday,v were having our 1st dissection

i was scared n worried be4 v began

the rat that sacrifice for me

I hope u can rest in peace in heaven

and dun ever become a rat anymore

coz it is suffering

i did it !!

actually the only part that i scare is d process of separating d skin n muscle..

after that,everything looks normal

in facts,it is the smell that torture me

even DETOL( i forgot the spelling) smells better than it

i dun thnk d mask can covers the smell even though we wear it too...

v learn 2 differentiate d internal organs n separate them out into several metabolic system

and now,my job is 2 draw them out..

add oil la..yin ling !!

being confidence is a need when u face difficulties

i learnt it yesterday

outing with friends..

usually,the so called 'OUTING" mean shopping,singing and watching movie

with friends during holidays

in facts,it has become part of our life especially v are born in a city

however,in this holidays

one of my friends suggested to hav a walk at beach

(although v went to strait quay at last)

it sounds good

sitting by the beach,enjoying d sea breeze flow through my face

n d blue sky 

flashing water to each other,playing cards on d sand,"building" a ball of sand and throw it to each others

i really mean BUILD, coz there were big

having fun at d batu feringgi beach with friends is my 1st experience

i went there before but in accompany of my family

4 of us were crazy in catching d small crab with our bare hand n bottled them wif sand

and the reason is because there are 2 cancer in among 4 of us..how sweat is it..

v played cards on d sand.

i won d game,but(with d help of whai chun)

haizz..i really freak out in that game bcoz of their tricksss...

before going 2 beach,v went to strait quay

v plan 2 hav some meal there 

but d price of food cost a bomb n finally v decided 2 cancel the plan..

actually i am the one who plan to go strait quay coz i never been there  b4..

hahax..so sorry about that

in shorts,v do have fun in the "trip"

camp..

it had been long time I dun involve in any camp since  last year

it was indeed a good try to be a volunteer of camp helper

i learn a lot

at least,i know how to control d sound system likes mic...

of course,i met some new friends

although i was consider old in the camp

(coz it only involve teenagers in between 13 - 18)

it was my 1st experience 2 feed goats

it was my  1st experience 2 enjoy d view of nature-paddy field

I love the camp

although it was tiring~

is it wat i hope?

finally exam is over

sad to say,it is not d end

in facts,is my starting point to torture

looking back to my calender

i was shocked tat it is almost fully-filled 

extra class,dissection,tuition,badminton ,camp n outing

i guess i will be exhausted by d eventssss..

of coz, there are tons of homeworks to do

i hav to revise back my chemi n bio

if nt,my future is really gone

sometimes,i feel good to be alone

since i dun hav 2 bothers wat others felt

it seems like i have use to it

maybe i should keep on being alone

it is nt a bad taste

to hav a try

well,i know wat i should do n wat i should'nt

i juz need some determination

so,keep it on

yinling

you can do it !!

frustrated !!!!

sunday,the only day that i think i din waste any time

at least i  done my homeworks

even though i found that there are still many left 

either blank or half way written

yesterday is our sch parent day

luckily i din scolded by teachers 

in facts,i was actually have to see pn khor,our maths teacher 

since she is asking me to sit there

hahax..but i was successfully flee frm danger..

so,thx to ewe kooi

i was back frm 浴佛 礼

it was a grand function organized by 慈济

it was my 1st time to join such function

anyway,evrythg is pretty good

except i hav to wait so long till i was starving..

there is a part called 大忏悔

yes,i really need it

not only for myself,for my family and friends too

礼佛足〉接花香〉祝福吉祥

these are d simple slogans tat used juz now

hopefully evrythg runs smoothly in future

my  messy table

exam is around d corner

it juz left a week

how am i going to finish all d syllabus

perhaps,i thnk i will juz focus on d main topic for chemi

bio,i will try my best to do it

pa n maths..well i juz need some luck

all the best to me

^^

thx for ur response

now, everything is over
like my friend said
i hav to be tough and selfish
i wont let myself to get hurt anymore
well,everyone hav their rights to make their decision
since this is wat u want
i wont blame on u

of coz,i wont regret
摇摆不定的心
是时候该放下了

gambateh to my friend and me !!