Sunday, December 20, 2009

new life without love ==


juz heard a news from my friend
now only realize i m quite outdated
it's a good news to her
glad to know she finally did it
i had told her my secret
i think it's not a secret anymore
i had share it wif quite a lot of friends
i wonder is it a good decision
since i had keep it as a secret since last year

one more day left
i m going 2 genting on tuesday
to be honest,i hates genting
i dun dare 2 play such games
tis is my weakness
bt wat can i do
i don have d chance to give my opinion
actually i had told them i hates genting
but i know it is impossible to change d place juz bcoz of me
i understand
of course,i m nt here to blame you,friends

recently,quite a number of couples in our class
especially after spm
 friends all around me had sucessfully find themselves a partner
how about me ?
like i said,miracles never fall upon me
maybe it's better for us to maintain our relationship now
a friend to each others
at least it would not hurt each others

talking about my future
finally i had decide to be a nurse
i choose to further my study in college
after tat, i m going to work in australia
i hopes my wish will come true
waiting  for my spm result and apply scholarship

i dun wan my life full of regret
i had wasted my secondary life
it is my mistake
a promise to myself
4get everything and begin a NEW life
 ~end~



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