Monday, February 7, 2011

真的要离开我们了吗?


不想再让自己哭泣,行吗?

妈,你说要到很远的地方了
这是什么意思?
妈,你说你不能再“照顾”我们了
这表示什么?
妈,你说你要我们好好照顾自己,
我希望你也是。

你离开我们半年了,
不习惯也得习惯少了你的生活
晚上能梦见你,
依然是我向往的事
但却在这时
听到了这番话

我心好痛,
虽已尝试让自己活得坚强
但难免还是平服不了压抑的激动
我相信自己已在努力办的最好
我学会怎么活得开心,活得自在

最近也不懂发生了什么
只觉得已开始厌倦上学的日子
或许是我无意间说出了不该说的话
导致出现了这尴尬的局面
我已不懂该如何跟你们开口说话了
因为深怕自己会伤害到任何一方

在学校沉默了好久
觉得自己已不再像自己

那道墙何时才能消除?
我深怕那道墙会越建越厚
或许到那时,我们就变成陌生人了
我不希望这会发生

TT

1 comment:

  1. Actually you didn't say anything wrong.
    Just..I don't know, maybe you seldom join us in activities, and so we have less and less common topics.
    You didn't think too much, we really became so distant these days.
    Maybe there are some misunderstanding between us, I mean not between you and me only, but between you and other people as well.
    :)
    Cheer up~
    You are still my friend. :) :D :P <3

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